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Showing posts with label Holy Week. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Holy Week. Show all posts

Thursday, April 17, 2014

The Moment



I have previously written about this moment that took place in March of 1970; however, the moment has come back to me every Holy Week since.

From December, 1969, to March, 1970,as a fairly new army officer, I was assigned to the Military District of Washington (D.C.) while attending the Defense Language Institute at Anacostia Naval Station. In early March I received orders to go to Europe. According to the plan, I understood that this assignment was a two-year hiatus prior to being assigned to Vietnam. My feelings were mixed: my gung ho-ism low; my spirituality nonexistent.

I spent the day before I left Washington in the National Gallery of Art. As I wandered from room to room, my attention wasn’t really on the beauty surrounding me. As it has been today, my mind was centered on war in general and specifically on the meaninglessness of the Vietnam War. For weeks the evening news had centered on the courts martial of Lieutenant William Calley and the My Lai Massacre. The incident—the murders—was not something a young army officer like me wanted to consider as he looked down the road to his own involvement in that war.

As I wandered through the rooms of the National Gallery, I questioned my faith in God and my willingness to lead men into combat and, perhaps, to take human lives. I became more and more disheartened.
I was about to leave the museum when I noticed a stairway to a lower level where I had never been. Like descending into the bowels of Hell, I started down the steps. On the lower level, I again wandered around, not really noticing the paintings or sculpture…until I turned and corner. There before me was a huge (5 ft 5 5/8 in x 8 ft 9 1/8 in) oil painting by Salvador Dali that almost covered the entire wall. I stared. I stood and gazed at this astounding painting until the guard told me the gallery was closing.



For me, in the lower level of the National Gallery, it was one of those mountain top experiences that come so rarely into our lives. Not one that immediately changed my life, but one that pointed me in a new direction, a new path. In those moments I truly began the journey of a seeker of shalom.

May you have a blessed and spiritual Maundy Thursday.













Shalom (in blue) and Salaam (in green) meaning Peace
 in Hebrew and Arabic respectively.


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Friday, March 29, 2013

Good Friday Memories



Good Friday is an important day in the Christian liturgical calendar, at least for mainstream Christianity. Unfortunately, many of the "new" versions of Christianity that have developed, especially in the United States, over the past two hundred years ignore Good Friday. Theologically, I could never understand that: how can one celebrate Easter without Good Friday? I'll save comments on that for a future post.

Two of the Good Friday services that I vividly remember were ones that I had a hand in planning. (Is my ego glowing?) The last was at a church I pastored, St. John's United Church of Christ in Cannelton, Indiana. It was a community service and we had a dozen "actors" to read a portion British author and Christian humanist Dorothy Sayer's radio drama, The Man Born to be King. If you have not heard The Man Born to be King performed or read the script, I urge you to do so.




The first of the two services was planned by a group of lay folk at Salem United Church of Christ about a dozen years before I went to seminary. We were asked to put together something "different." And I believe we did, combining dance, music, and congregational participation in a manner that I've not experienced (or been able to convince a congregation to experience) since.

The music consisted of two songs: The Lord of the Dance, and Phil Ochs' Crucifixion. A liturgical dance was performed by women and girls of the congregation to The Lord of the Dance, accompanied by a baritone singer and a flutist. After which, the congregation came forward, one by one, to drive a nail into a large wooden cross as Crucifixion was played. (It was Glen Yarborough's version, the orchestration of which I prefer to Phil Ochs original recording).

I wish I had a video or recording of that service, but it took place more than 40 years ago. However, I would like to share the music and lyrics of those two songs on this Good Friday:


Tommy Makem: The Lord of the Dance
The Lord of the Dance
(Words by Sydney Carter)

I danced in the morning when the world was begun
I danced in the Moon & the Stars & the Sun
I came down from Heaven & I danced on Earth
At Bethlehem I had my birth:

Dance then, wherever you may be
I am the Lord of the Dance, said He!
And I'll lead you all, wherever you may be
And I'll lead you all in the Dance, said He!
(...lead you all in the Dance, said He!)

I danced for the scribe & the pharisee
But they would not dance & they wouldn't follow me
I danced for fishermen, for James & John
They came with me & the Dance went on:

Dance then, wherever you may be
I am the Lord of the Dance, said He!
And I'll lead you all, wherever you may be
And I'll lead you all in the Dance, said He!
(...lead you all in the Dance, said He!)

I danced on the Sabbath & I cured the lame
The holy people said it was a shame!
They whipped & they stripped & they hung me high
And they left me there on a cross to die!

Dance then, wherever you may be
I am the Lord of the Dance, said He!
And I'll lead you all, wherever you may be
And I'll lead you all in the Dance, said He!
(...lead you all in the Dance, said He!)

I danced on a Friday when the sky turned black
It's hard to dance with the devil on your back
They buried my body & they thought I'd gone
But I am the Dance & I still go on!

Dance then, wherever you may be
I am the Lord of the Dance, said He!
And I'll lead you all, wherever you may be
And I'll lead you all in the Dance, said He!
(...lead you all in the Dance, said He!)

They cut me down and I leapt up high
I am the Life that'll never, never die!
I'll live in you if you'll live in Me -
I am the Lord of the Dance, said He!

Dance then, wherever you may be
I am the Lord of the Dance, said He!
And I'll lead you all, wherever you may be
And I'll lead you all in the Dance, said He!

 Glen Yarborough's version of Phil Ochs' Crucifixion

Crucifixion
(Words and Music by Phil Ochs)

And the night comes again to the circle studded sky
The stars settle slowly, in loneliness they lie
'Till the universe explodes as a falling star is raised
Planets are paralyzed, mountains are amazed
But they all glow brighter from the brilliance of the blaze
With the speed of insanity, then he dies.

In the green fields a turnin', a baby is born
His cries crease the wind and mingle with the morn
An assault upon the order, the changing of the guard
Chosen for a challenge that is hopelessly hard
And the only single sound is the sighing of the stars
But to the silence and distance they are sworn

Images of innocence charge him go on
But the decadence of destiny is looking for a pawn
To a nightmare of knowledge he opens up the gate
And a blinding revelation is laid upon his plate
That beneath the greatest love is a hurricane of hate
And God help the critic of the dawn.

So he stands on the sea and shouts to the shore,
But the louder that he screams the longer he's ignored
For the wine of oblivion is drunk to the dregs
And the merchants of the masses almost have to be begged
'Till the giant is aware, someone's pulling at his leg,
And someone is tapping at the door.

Then his message gathers meaning and it spreads accross the land
The rewarding of his pain is the following of the man
But ignorance is everywhere and people have their way
Success is an enemy to the losers of the day
In the shadows of the churches, who knows what they pray
For blood is the language of the band.

The Spanish bulls are beaten; the crowd is soon beguiled,
The matador is beautiful, a symphony of style
Excitement is ecstatic, passion places bets
Gracefully he bows to ovations that he gets
But the hands that are applauding are slippery with sweat
And saliva is falling from their smiles

So dance dance dance
Teach us to be true
Come dance dance dance
'Cause we love you

Then this overflow of life is crushed into a liar
The gentle soul is ripped apart and tossed into the fire.
First a smile of rejection at the nearness of the night
Truth becomes a tragedy limping from the light
All the heavens are horrified, they stagger from the sight
As the cross is trembling with desire.

They say they can't believe it, it's a sacrilegious shame
Now, who would want to hurt such a hero of the game?
But you know I predicted it; I knew he had to fall
How did it happen? I hope his suffering was small.
Tell me every detail, for I've got to know it all,
And do you have a picture of the pain?

Time takes her toll and the memory fades
but his glory is broken, in the magic that he made.
Reality is ruined; it's the freeing from the fear
The drama is distorted, to what they want to hear
Swimming in their sorrow, in the twisting of a tear
As they wait for the new thrill parade.

The eyes of the rebel have been branded by the blind
To the safety of sterility, the threat has been refined
The child was created to the slaughterhouse he's led
So good to be alive when the eulogy is read
The climax of emotion, the worship of the dead
And the cycle of sacrifice unwinds.

So dance dance dance
Teach us to be true
Come dance dance dance
'Cause we love you

And the night comes again to the circle studded sky
The stars settle slowly, in loneliness they lie
'Till the universe explodes as a falling star is raised
Planets are paralyzed, mountains are amazed
But they all glow brighter from the brilliance of the blaze
With the speed of insanity, then he died.


Jesus Christ Superstar 
(Millenium version) 



I Don't Know How to Love Him



Could we start again please? 



Crucifixion 




May you have a blessed Good Friday.


Christ of St John of the Cross 
(Dali 1951)

Thursday, March 28, 2013

A story: the moment I began my journey as a seeker of shalom.


I have already written about this event that took place in March of 1970, but it all came back to me a few days ago and, besides, I think it makes a good story for Maundy Thursday.

From December, 1969, to March, 1970,as a fairly new army officer, I was assigned to the Military District of Washington (D.C.) while attending the Defense Language Institute at Anacostia Naval Station. In early March I received orders to go to Europe. According to the plan, I understood that this assignment was a two-year hiatus prior to being assigned to Vietnam. My feelings were mixed: my gung ho-ism low; my spirituality nonexistent.

I spent the day before I left Washington in the National Gallery of Art. As I wandered from room to room, my attention wasn’t really on the beauty surrounding me. As it has been today, my mind was centered on war in general and specifically on the meaninglessness of the Vietnam War. For weeks the evening news had centered on the courts martial of Lieutenant William Calley and the My Lai Massacre. The incident—the murders—was not something a young army officer like me wanted to consider as he looked down the road to his own involvement in that war.

As I wandered through the rooms of the National Gallery, I questioned my faith in God and my willingness to lead men into combat and, perhaps, to take human lives. I became more and more disheartened.
I was about to leave the museum when I noticed a stairway to a lower level where I had never been. Like descending into the bowels of Hell, I started down the steps. On the lower level, I again wandered around, not really noticing the paintings or sculpture…until I turned and corner. There before me was a huge (5 ft 5 5/8 in x 8 ft 9 1/8 in) oil painting by Salvador Dali that almost covered the entire wall. I stared. I stood and gazed at this astounding painting until the guard told me the gallery was closing.



For me, in the lower level of the National Gallery, it was one of those mountain top experiences that come so rarely into our lives. Not one that immediately changed my life, but one that pointed me in a new direction, a new path. In those moments I truly began the journey of a seeker of shalom.

May you have a blessed and spiritual Maundy Thursday.













Shalom (in blue) and Salaam (in green) meaning Peace
 in Hebrew and Arabic respectively.


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Friday, April 22, 2011

Light in the Darkness

 Christ of St. John of the Cross
Salvador Dali (1951)
Mark 15 (NRSV):


As soon as it was morning, the chief priests held a consultation with the elders and scribes and the whole council. They bound Jesus, led him away, and handed him over to Pilate. 2 Pilate asked him, "Are you the King of the Jews?" He answered him, "You say so." 3 Then the chief priests accused him of many things. 4 Pilate asked him again, "Have you no answer? See how many charges they bring against you." 5 But Jesus made no further reply, so that Pilate was amazed. 6 Now at the festival he used to release a prisoner for them, anyone for whom they asked. 7 Now a man called Barabbas was in prison with the rebels who had committed murder during the insurrection. 8 So the crowd came and began to ask Pilate to do for them according to his custom. 9 Then he answered them, "Do you want me to release for you the King of the Jews?" 10 For he realized that it was out of jealousy that the chief priests had handed him over. 11 But the chief priests stirred up the crowd to have him release Barabbas for them instead. 12 Pilate spoke to them again, "Then what do you wish me to do with the man you call the King of the Jews?" 13 They shouted back, "Crucify him!" 14 Pilate asked them, "Why, what evil has he done?" But they shouted all the more, "Crucify him!" 15 So Pilate, wishing to satisfy the crowd, released Barabbas for them; and after flogging Jesus, he handed him over to be crucified. 16 Then the soldiers led him into the courtyard of the palace (that is, the governor's headquarters ); and they called together the whole cohort. 17 And they clothed him in a purple cloak; and after twisting some thorns into a crown, they put it on him. 18 And they began saluting him, "Hail, King of the Jews!" 19 They struck his head with a reed, spat upon him, and knelt down in homage to him. 20 After mocking him, they stripped him of the purple cloak and put his own clothes on him. Then they led him out to crucify him. 21 They compelled a passer-by, who was coming in from the country, to carry his cross; it was Simon of Cyrene, the father of Alexander and Rufus. 22 Then they brought Jesus to the place called Golgotha (which means the place of a skull). 23 And they offered him wine mixed with myrrh; but he did not take it. 24 And they crucified him, and divided his clothes among them, casting lots to decide what each should take. 25 It was nine o'clock in the morning when they crucified him. 26 The inscription of the charge against him read, "The King of the Jews." 27 And with him they crucified two bandits, one on his right and one on his left. 28 29 Those who passed by derided him, shaking their heads and saying, "Aha! You who would destroy the temple and build it in three days, 30 save yourself, and come down from the cross!" 31 In the same way the chief priests, along with the scribes, were also mocking him among themselves and saying, "He saved others; he cannot save himself. 32 Let the Messiah, the King of Israel, come down from the cross now, so that we may see and believe." Those who were crucified with him also taunted him. 33 When it was noon, darkness came over the whole land until three in the afternoon. 34 At three o'clock Jesus cried out with a loud voice, "Eloi, Eloi, lema sabachthani?" which means, "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?" 35 When some of the bystanders heard it, they said, "Listen, he is calling for Elijah." 36 And someone ran, filled a sponge with sour wine, put it on a stick, and gave it to him to drink, saying, "Wait, let us see whether Elijah will come to take him down." 37 Then Jesus gave a loud cry and breathed his last. 38 And the curtain of the temple was torn in two, from top to bottom. 39 Now when the centurion, who stood facing him, saw that in this way he breathed his last, he said, "Truly this man was God's Son!" 40 There were also women looking on from a distance; among them were Mary Magdalene, and Mary the mother of James the younger and of Joses, and Salome. 41 These used to follow him and provided for him when he was in Galilee; and there were many other women who had come up with him to Jerusalem. 42 When evening had come, and since it was the day of Preparation, that is, the day before the sabbath, 43 Joseph of Arimathea, a respected member of the council, who was also himself waiting expectantly for the kingdom of God, went boldly to Pilate and asked for the body of Jesus. 44 Then Pilate wondered if he were already dead; and summoning the centurion, he asked him whether he had been dead for some time. 45 When he learned from the centurion that he was dead, he granted the body to Joseph. 46 Then Joseph bought a linen cloth, and taking down the body, wrapped it in the linen cloth, and laid it in a tomb that had been hewn out of the rock. He then rolled a stone against the door of the tomb. 47 Mary Magdalene and Mary the mother of Joses saw where the body was laid.

"This is the verdict: Light has come into the world, but people loved darkness instead of light because their deeds were evil." ~ John 3. 19





Sunday, April 04, 2010

Easter Is Today!!


John 20:1-18:

Early on the first day of the week, while it was still dark, Mary Magdalene came to the tomb and saw that the stone had been removed from the tomb. So she ran and went to Simon Peter and the other disciple, the one whom Jesus loved, and said to them, “They have taken the Lord out of the tomb, and we do not know where they have laid him.” Then Peter and the other disciple set out and went toward the tomb. The two were running together, but the other disciple outran Peter and reached the tomb first. He bent down to look in and saw the linen wrappings lying there, but he did not go in. Then Simon Peter came, following him, and went into the tomb. He saw the linen wrappings lying there, and the cloth that had been on Jesus’ head, not lying with the linen wrappings but rolled up in a place by itself. Then the other disciple, who reached the tomb first, also went in, and he saw and believed; for as yet they did not understand the scripture, that he must rise from the dead. Then the disciples returned to their homes.

But Mary stood weeping outside the tomb. As she wept, she bent over to look into the tomb; and she saw two angels in white, sitting where the body of Jesus had been lying, one at the head and the other at the feet. They said to her, “Woman, why are you weeping?” She said to them, “They have taken away my Lord, and I do not know where they have laid him.” When she had said this, she turned around and saw Jesus standing there, but she did not know that it was Jesus. Jesus said to her, “Woman, why are you weeping? Whom are you looking for?” Supposing him to be the gardener, she said to him, “Sir, if you have carried him away, tell me where you have laid him, and I will take him away.” Jesus said to her, “Mary!” She turned and said to him in Hebrew, “Rabbouni!” (which means Teacher). Jesus said to her, “Do not hold on to me, because I have not yet ascended to the Father. But go to my brothers and say to them, ‘I am ascending to my Father and your Father, to my God and your God.’” Mary Magdalene went and announced to the disciples, “I have seen the Lord”; and she told them that he had said these things to her.

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Holy Saturday & The Cat Tied to the Altar

suffered under Pontius Pilate,
    was crucified, dead, and buried;

~ The Apostles' Creed

In Christain tradition, today is known as Holy Saturday. The story is told each year in worship: Jesus died on Friday and rose from death on Sunday. In between there is Saturday. Nothing happened on Saturday, unless you consider the followers of Jesus fearing their own arrest and hiding out.
There is a traditional Holy Saturday worship service called the Paschal Vigil that begins around 11:00 p.m. and lasts past midnight into Easter Sunday. The first congregation that I pastored was theologically aware enough to celebrate this service; the last congregation wouldn't. The church council rationalized that no one (meaning them) would attend, so why waste electricity on it.
So, unless one is into celebrating the Paschal Vigil, in the liturgy of the church nothing happens today.
I was thinking about the last sentence this morning as a read Enemy of the Republic's last blog post, entitled Religious Holidays. In her response to my comment on the post, she wrote:

I was raised to celebrate every holiday, told to believe whatever it was supposed to represent and what I saw was that people like to cling to tradition, but they rarely think on what it means.

She is so right! So many folks go through the motions of a tradition without ever thinking of its meaning or what the tradition represents. Even more questionable, folks and religions create traditions by misinterpreting something and making it into something that it is not.
My train of thought led me to a story that I have told several times. And, since today is Holy Saturday and there ain't really nothing happening, I want to share that story with you.
Many centuries ago there lived a holy man who became famous for his wisdom and mystical teachings. Students and spiritual seekers gathered around him, forming a community of disciples. Eventually they built a monasterial center where the community lived, studied, and worshiped.
Part of the center was a sanctuary where the holy man led worship each day. His students and disciples would gather there and their master would stand before the central altar from which he led the liturgical ritual.
Now the holy man owned a cat to whom he was greatly attached—possibly in the manner I am attached to Alex. Unfortunately, the holy man’s cat, being a cat, was self-serving and, much as with Alex, beyond anyone’s control. Thus, when the community gathered for worship, the cat would meander around the sanctuary, greatly disturbing the mediation and spiritual disciplines of the worshipers.
The holy man did not know what to do, especially since he had no influence on his cat’s behavior—just as I have no influence on Alex’s behavior. He did not want to put the cat out of the sanctuary because, being a cat, he would wail and meow and screech and scratch, thus being even more disturbing of the mediation and spiritual disciplines of the worshipers.
Finally, mediating with all of the wisdom and sagely expertise he possessed, the holy man came upon a solution. Before the next gathering of the community for worship, the holy man attached a rope to the cat’s collar and tied it securely around one of the legs of the altar. At first the cat cried and tested the rope. However, finally he accepted his karma and, with his master standing beside the altar, the cat simply curled up and napped throughout the service, which is as normal for cats when they are bored as it is for people. This worked well and the holy man continued to lead worship services with his beloved cat napping beside him, tied to the altar.
Several years later the holy man died a peaceful death. And the community elected a new holy man to lead and teach them. Then the cat died. And the community found a new cat to tie to the altar. And through the centuries prayers were developed to pray to the cat tied to the altar. And thousands of the pages of theological books were written explaining the significance and sacred meaning of having a cat tied to the altar.
And that’s the way it is. The original import and purpose of an act or belief becomes lost and redefined through time. And what was clear and simple becomes complex; the cat tied to the altar becomes what the act never was: sacred, ritual, and, eventually, dogma.
Let those who have ears to hear, hear.

Have a blessed Holy Saturday.

Wednesday, April 08, 2009

A Strange Holy Week

Dali's Last Supper
(I have a personal story about this marvelous painting that I shall share tomorrow)

This is perhaps the strangest Holy Week I have ever had. For more than a quarter century I would spend special time during Holy Week in prayer and mediation, even more than I did earlier in Lent. This year I have set aside time to do that  and have been practicing Vipassana mediation as well as rereading and meditating on St. John of the Cross' The Dark Night of the Soul.


I am also continuing to read the theological history book that I have been rereading the past week or so, When Jesus Became God. It's a excellent book that I highly recommend. I shall write more about it after Easter.


Those pursuits are fairly normal for me during Holy Week. What's not normal is that I am still dealing with the computer. I've re-installed four more programs that I had lost. I've tried and failed to re-install Microsoft Office  and Corel Painter Elements 4. Both programs say that the code I need to install and activate them are on stickers on the boxes. There are stickers on both boxes, but neither contains the needed codes! 'Tis a quandary!

I still have no sound! I have followed every procedure I can find to fix that. The computer tells me that I have installed sound devices and all are working and that each has the correct, signed driver.


But then the computer also tells me I have no sound devices! Another quandary!

Perhaps my (Alex helped) grandest accomplishment was rescuing Alex's blog! Alexicon is now back under our control and the bad dudes have been banished!


Also what isn't normal about this Holy Week is sharing my house with a baby rabbit. I have seen the little fellow several times; the last was early this morning. Each time he has been entering the living room and scurrying behind a big chair in the corner. I have placed water and some of Alex's dry cat food toward the back of the chair and someone--I assume the rabbit--has been dining on it. 

Very early this morning I took the picture below of the rabbit scurrying across the the living room floor. When I pushed the camera shutter button, the rabbit was in the center of the view finder. As you can see, this quick-hopping bunny was out of the frame by the time the photo was taken. (And I wonder why a can't catch him!)


Today is Tasha's birthday.

I was going to take her out for dinner to celebrate her birthday, but Greg, the father of her baby, was hanging around my house and I couldn't afford restaurant meals for both of them. So, I gave Tasha some cash for her birthday (she and the kids are badly in need of clothes at the moment) and some more money to purchase fast food for the three of us.

After we ate and while Tasha was cleaning up, I noticed that Greg had fallen asleep in my living room. Sooooo, since I had the camera in my pocket in case the bunny came into view, I snapped the photo below. The flash didn't disturb Greg at all!


When  I showed Tasha the photograph of Greg she laughed and laughed and said it was one of the best birthday gifts she has ever received! 

Tuesday, April 07, 2009

Stuff, Bunny Update, and a Few KATZ

Earth Day Is April 22

Baby Bunny Update
Last night while I was in my living room, I saw the little rabbit scamper across the floor and go behind a large rocking chair in the corner. There is a deep, built-into-wall bookcase behind the chair and bunny has plenty of safe (from Alex) hiding space. I've placed a small dish of water and a bit of lettuce and carrot peelings beside the back of the chair. I hope the little fellow is OK. Perhaps I can coax him outside today.

Goat Rope
If you aren't familiar with the blog The Goat Rope, give yourself a gift and click on over. Today's post deals with "upside to the current economic crisis" and I found it most insightful.


My Computer

The computer is still not functioning OK. Among other problems, I still have no audio! I have been followed numerous suggestions and processes to get the computer to recognize its sound devices without success. No matter what I do, the damned 'puter still says: No Audio Device Selected.

Alex's Blog: Alexicon

For some time I have had others putting posts on Alex's blog. Blogger had been no help in stopping it. I have changed the Blogger ID and password, but it still happens. A reader has suggested that it may be one of the widgets on the sidebar that is the source. Unfortunately (1) for some unknown reason I can no longer access the blog's dashboard, therefore I'm unable to delete the posts or the widgets and (2) now a phishing site has made a post that transports one from Alexicon to the phisher's German web site.


Lots to Do
As you may deduce from the above items, I have lots to do. My energy level has been high the past few days, perhaps because I have been sleeping 12-13 hours a night. That's unusual for me! I was a bit concerned after the second sleep marathon until I remembered what my Uncle Frank would say, "You're sleeping because your body needs it. Listen to your body."

Holy Week

Here it is Tuesday of Holy Week and my clergy friend, Doug, still hasn't orders of worship written for Maundy Thursday or Good Friday! I offered to write them for him: I love writing liturgies and really, really miss doing so.

A Few KATZ